I can't believe myself. The dog came back. I looked at him, sjambok in hand and I just couldn't bring my self to do it.
I had the purest intention of beating him to a pulp, but he was so submissive and so subdued that it would have hurt me more than him. But now I understand how it works-- he escapes, I mean to punish him, and then he figures that he can cutesy himself out of trouble. And why not? Hasn't it worked in the past?
This is my weakness. But not anymore. I intend to put him in chains till the end of his days. But between 13 & 16 years is a long time. My parents will be forced to deal with him once I leave for collage? Will they want to deal with the problem that I could only treat the symptoms of? I think not. My parents have the same feelings as I do in this matter. What do I do?
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